Thursday, November 20, 2014

another day, another heartbreak

yesterday's visit left me devastated. i debated on even writing today's post but i have documented her life for almost 4 years and this is another part of our journey. this shot doesn't show her in a peaceful sleep like the past two posts. this one is raw and not very pretty. she did open her left eye while i was there. i hope she could see me and feel my touch and the love i have for her.


doc said she was more alert and responsive but i didn't see that while i was there. during my entire visit, she was non-stop paddling. it was heartbreaking. doc said when she gets agitated, she paddles. i hope my being there didn't upset her too much. her brain is still swollen and is putting pressure one of her eyes causing the pupil to become dilated. they are still running lots of tests, so again, all i can do is wait, and hope and pray for some good news.



thank you again for all your prayers and well wishes. the power of love and prayer is an unstoppable force. please keep it going for my little bailey. she is so small and so helpless.

until we meet again my friends-

65 comments:

  1. Oh Sweetie, I really feel for you.
    Lots of loves and hugs coming your way from us, bucket loads of POTP for little Bailey
    Loves and healing licky kisses
    Princess Leah xxx

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  2. I am so sorry this is just one of the saddes accidents Ive hurt of I am thinking and thinking of Bailey and I am hopeful she will make it

    retro rover

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  3. Oh what has happened!!! I haven't visited in a while and now must backtrack to find out what is going on with beautiful Bailey! Oh dear oh dear my thoughts are with you and tons of hugs...

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  4. I so so sorry for what is going own with sweet Bailey! We are praying for her and you! {{{HUGS}}}

    xoxo Higgins and my Mom

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  5. We are so sorry Bailey is going through this. Hugs to you and try and stay strong! We are praying!

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  6. Oh my goodness, I have just been reading through your last 3 posts :( I am so so sorry! My thoughts and prayers are with you, and I truly hope that she pulls through as I am sure she will.
    ღ husky hugz ღ frum our pack at Love is being owned by a husky!

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  7. Go with what the vet said - that is the best good news right now that he sees that glimmer of hope. We at Team Beaglebratz just heard about Bailey's fall over at Terra Toby - how horribly scarey it must be for you. Even if Bailey paddling as a sign of agitation, I would take that as a good sign also - that means there is activity between the brain and her muscles - like you said, she is not paralyzed. I don't know what I would do if this happened to one of my dogs - I was a basket case when one suffered a slight stroke and that just lasted a few minutes and then he came out of it.
    Sending peace and hugs to you and healing vibes and POTP for little Bailey.
    Mom Kim, Shiloh-Lord of the Manor an'Diva Shasta

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  8. Sending all our prayers and POTP for a quick and full recovery. Bailey, please get better soon.

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  9. we are sending lots of power of the paw her way and hope things begin to improve.

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  10. We are all in tears couldn't even watch the entire video. We are praying so hard. We love you Bailey. Believe me, she knows you are there
    Lily & Edward

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  11. Sending lots of love, prayers, and healing thoughts! Paws of Prayer!

    Woofs and Kisses!
    The Fiesty Three
    Indiana, Shingo, and Molly

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  12. Prayers, prayers, and more prayers for all of you ...

    Marilynn, Grace & Company

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  13. I'm so sorry. Sending all our hugs and POTP

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  14. Sending you Lots of Golden Healing Prayers.

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  15. Lots and lots of prayers for sweet Baily!

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  16. Sending more healing prayers your way. Also sent your name to St. Therese's list so the Carmelite sisters add you to their prayers.

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  17. bailey; we are sure catz are the last vistors you want right now, but we heard you kneaded some prayerz...we can offer them as well as the blessings of St Francis to you...we hope the doc can get you healed and before you know it you are on the road to recovery ♥

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  18. We heard about your dear baby from Ann Adamus.
    We know Bailey is precious and we purr very hard for her to get well again.
    Purrs Georgia and Julie,
    Treasure and JJ

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  19. I just heard of Bailey's fall from Ann over at Zoolatry. My tears and my prayers go with you in this most difficult of times.

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  20. We heard about you Bailey and came to bring healing purrs and prayers. We are thinking of you and your Mom Judy.
    Luv Hannah and Lucyx xx xx

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  21. We sure send tons of purrs and prayers to you Bailey. We just know you will feel better soon. You sure are in our thoughts and prayers.

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  22. I came here via Ann at Zooloatry. We are so sorry to hear about Bailey. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

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  23. Oh, poor poor Bailey! We are wishing, hoping, and praying for you. :'(

    love,
    Poppy

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  24. Ann from Zoolatry sent us over. We are purring and praying for your sweet Bailey, and for you as you deal with all of this.

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  25. Awwww Bailey! We are cranking up the support purrs for this little fighter! Please be ok, little Bailey! Take care
    x

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  26. We are continuing to send lots of healing hugs and purrs to you and Bailey
    Hugs madi and Mom

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  27. We just stopped by to drop off a big bunch of purrs and prayers for dear Bailey. Get well soon sweet one.

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  28. we heard about your friend and are stopping by to offer our well wishes and purrs!!! Get better soon! - Alana and Crepes.

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  29. We wanted to stop by and drop of prayers, hugs and lots of hope for little Bailey. We do hope she responds to her treatments and the swelling goes down....bless her little heart and yours......we know this is so devastating for you. We'll be thinking of you......

    Hugs, Sammy and his Mom Pam

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  30. Sending lots of prayers your way!!!

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  31. We still can't believe this and are so sad for you and Bailey! Just one thought, since we are doing so much with our noses. Can you leave a blanket or something with your scent on it for her to have in her cage at the vet. Perhaps smelling you and home would help relax her. Humans don't realize the power smell has with dogs most of the time. It may be a tiny comfort or none at all but it may be worth trying.

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  32. We are sending lots of prayers for your little Bailey. We wish there was something we could do to ease your worry.
    lots of pug prayers for Bailey's recovery
    hugs
    Mr Bailey, Hazel & Mom

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  33. I agree with the Beaglebratz - go with what your vet says. It is so terrifying seeing them so helpless but if he says she is a bit improved, try to keep that in mind. We are praying for her and you and sending all the love and positive healing vibes we can. We love you Bailey.
    Leslie and Bijou

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  34. I agree with Emma, take her something with your scent, perhaps a scarf and who knows it might help her. Prayers, love and support in every way for all of you. Many loving purrs from here, that's for sure.

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  35. I just heawd..sweet littol Bailey, I'm sending all my tewwiew stwength and healing smoochie kisses to help you fight. i love you and pway you can heal and cum back to us
    Love
    Asta and Mommi

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  36. Loud, rumbly purrs are going out to sweet little Bailey. We're hoping you get some good news soon.

    The Florida Furkids

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  37. We heard about your sweet Bailey and dropped by to let you know that purrs and prayers are going up from here for her and for you. Lots of hugs, purrs and nose kisses. Mumsy, Pooh and family

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  38. Sending purrs and prayers for sweet little Bailey to recover fully.

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  39. I am so sorry to hear about Bailey. What a sweet dog. Purrs, hugs and Prayers going out for her full recovery. God Bless

    Love,
    Cleopatra and Mom

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  40. All of us at Angel Prancer Pie are sending lots of purrs and purrayers for your sweet Bailey.

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  41. Sending thoughts and prayers for Bailey

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  42. We have a full volume Purr Circle going for Bailey.
    I also want to tell you a story. My sisfur rescues doggies while we do kitties. Her one little fellow had a very bad reaction to a medication and went into a full coma. He was in ICU for a week. When he came home all he did was move his paws while laying on his side. Sisfur took care of him for weeks in this state. Feeding him with a syringe and cleaning him up. Day in and day out it went on. Then one day as I was going to my office (We share a duplex) which is in her part I saw him STANDING UP. It was not much but... He kept getting better. Today he is a fun loving little doggie who runs and plays. It took several months for him to recover but he DID.
    We send love purrs and prayers
    Dad Pete, Timmy and Family

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  43. We are so sorry to see that Bailey is still in ICU. We have added her to our POTP page on our blog and hope that she will very soon show signs of improvement and that the swelling does down.

    Your Pals,

    Murphy & Stanley

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  44. OMP! OMP!!!! I was away from the INTERNETS for a couple of days and had NO IDEA that Bailey fell and got hurt and isn't doing well!!!! I LOVE YOU Bailey and I hope you can hear me shouting across Blogville for you to get better. OMP! I am so sorry Bailey's 'rents that you are having such a tough time.
    Juju Fairy is activated.
    Love Noodles

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  45. We are all so very sorry that this dreadful thing has happened to sweet Bailey. Mom sends hugs and prayers, we cats send healing purrs and I send the power of my mighty tiger paw.

    Horus and the Gang

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  46. We are so sorry to hear about Bailey!
    Lots of purrs and prayers coming your way.
    Hugs to all your Family,
    Samantha & Mom

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  47. Dear sweet, Bailey and Mom Judy. We have started one of our 24/7 purr-a-thons, and with eight of us they can be very powerful. We know that she was totally aware of you when you were with her. XOCK, Lily Olivia, Mauricio, Misty May, Giulietta, Fiona, Astrid, Lisbeth and Calista Jo

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  48. we are keeping you close in our hearts and our prayers..........praying with all of our might

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  49. We love you, Bailey...lots of prayers <3

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  50. Thinking of you and keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers for a full recovery for Bailey.

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  51. Hi, we heard of what has happened from Ann at Zoolatry. We just wanted to come by and tell you we are hoping for the best, and will have Bailey in our purrs and prayers. We send you love and hugs.

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  52. We are so very sorry you and Bailey are having to go through this. We are sending healing purrs to Bailey and hopes she is better soon.

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  53. Oh Bailey, my gurl, I have my paws crossed real tight for you!!! It's kinda hard to walk, butts I don't care! I am sendin' you tons of POTP and lots of AireZens and {{{{hugs}}}} for you and your Peeps.
    Kisses,
    Ruby ♥

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  54. Lots of prayers for Bailey, get well soon.

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  55. We are all praying too!!! Power of the Paws! The forest is praying too!
    love
    tweedles

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  56. Keep fighting Bailey. Prayers continuing.

    Janice, Snuggles, Sassy, and Dixie

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  57. Let's think positive thoughts. She is moving and can see you. We are sending lots of love and snuggles to you and Bailey.

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  58. I am crying for you. I will send out every positive vibe i can find for Bailey and you.

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  59. We are all purring for Bailey and send her mom our comforting wishes for her complete recovery.

    Moe
    Mindy
    Cookie
    Mike

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  60. We are praying really hard for Bailey! Hang in there Mom.

    Hugs,
    Lily Belle & Muffin

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  61. We heard the news from Ann and we're sending 40 paws of healing to help in Bailey's recovery.

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  62. We is so sowwy to hear 'bout Bailey. Weez'll be purrayin' fur yous boff.

    Luv ya'

    Dezi and Lexi

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  63. We just heard about poor little Bailey, and we dropped by to leave some love and rumbly purrs for her and you. Be gentle on yourselves, this is so hard for humans too

    Love
    Mungo
    & Jane xx

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  64. We stopped over from Noodles blog just to say we are so sorry you and little Bailey are going through this. We are sending all the prayers to you today. Hugs...stella rose and family

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